guess who's back..

oh god.

what ive been doing
what ive been doing

bigger plates - smaller portions
smaller plates - bigger portions

smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke
smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke
video video

dont think
dont think
dont think
no puke
no puke



no ick

no body knows..

nobody knows

too damn fucking loing

i might just start this again.
cant seem to find babyfats chat which is a bit discouraging.. 

CW:175 :O :o :O 

GW: 113 :o :O :o

not eating so much any more. its the ONLY thing i can control - is my food. 
and god HAVE I MISSED THAT! 

i cant believe im past my old weight of 165 or WHATVER
im so mad at my fat fucking self. GER