still 145. had a few things i wanted to type here, my icons from vampirefreaks.

http://www.vampirefreaks.com/dieing_souls

"the dream in which im dying, is the best i ever had"

"destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck"

"dear diary, I WANT TO DIE"

"cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart no matter who sTrOnG you ARE"