Monday, January 17, 2011

new poem

just another lost soul
lost in a dark, dank, strange world.
just another of strangers and fake smiles,
walking miles and miles,
a disease inside my head,
which way do i turn
depression nags not only how worthless i am but how FAT i am.
my head is spinning; i want to stop eating !
all it is is fattening !
everyone stares at the fat bouncing, everyone is skinny !
i want a perfect body..
i know what im getting into
i just dont know how to stop disliking food
its tempted me all my life and everyone ridiculed me
now i just want to waste away
i dont want my family to watch me die RIGHT before their eyes
Ana is here with her best friend ED
ready to kill someone again
our bodies hurt, our we're at the door
of a constant stomach ach, head ach and heart ach of being being perfect
such a beautiful high on an empty stomach
noone else there except an empty stomach
will any one notice ?

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