im 6 feet from the edge and im thinkin 6 feet aint so far down..

really? why does any one have ANY use for me? i cant do a goddamned thing right. all i get is yelled at by my own boyfriend, then he throws dad into it.... im just a useless worthless fat bitch, like my sister always said. i should have know this wasnt going to change. I cant keep doing this, living this life. its a fucking battle inside my head.