i was watching a show today on the history channel it was about the sin sloth. you know what the 'theory' came down to? sloth 'could be' depression. in which ways do you think?
so im staring down some beef jerky. i got up today and was like holy cow how did THAT happen !? im 133 ! jesus! i've been eating OK. i should more, shouldnt we all? my boyfriend actually said that its good that i stopped eating so much and that im losing weight. hes right about one thing, that im doing it for myself. i really am. to hell with what people think? some times its the other way around really, i do think about it. teenager years i didnt care what i looked like hot fat skinny, good looking.. 'bad' looking. but now, its ... eh, i think you got it. =)
wasnt going to be long any way, its almost 3 am and i wanted to write and read. Plus, i think my friend who has been letting me use the lappy got mad cuz i forgot to put it back out the night before, thats why i wasnt on today, she didnt ask if i wanted it back so i didnt bother. and if i kne mike was going to wake her up i would have snuck in myself. theres another thing about me: i can be VERY sneaky. im used to tip toeing because dad always worked weird hours.... got good at it lol.
mike stepped on my glasses. cant blame it on him though cuz i left them down on the bed (we took it off the frame as it needs to be fixed everything is fricking breaking HUH!?) i picked up my binder and not my glasses and boom! so now, no more TV... i cant fucking see it! i just CANT WAIT for MY computer!
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