im making a steak with some sausages of course im not eating the sausages there is only four, so mike and monica are getting the sausages and im just having 1-2 oz meat.. then.. the STARVE IS ON! soo close to 128.. :)
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exsuse my earlier comment "the starve is on" as i shouldnt have posted it for obvious reasons. maybe i did ask for this, as i just cut back maybe.. i dont really know any more. im just lost in a world of darkness.
i did reach 128, which then i only ate 2oz dinner and it went to only 129.. so thats not too bad. i mean bad enough but this is how i have to eat now in order to KEEP IT OFF! sad isnt it?
i shouldnt have started a diet. i loved the results so much now im caught between fat and thin, no food or food.. how much how little, when can i 'fast' again when.. how to get away with not eating (insert exuses) just today a friend shared a link with me about this teenager being the 'fattest' teenager in the UK.. and, thus being the youngest to get bypass surgery. and WHAT DO YA KNOW!? she developed a fear of eating. now shes a sack of hanging skin and bones poking out every where.
heres a tip: LOSE WEIGHT PROPERLY NO MATTER HOW SLOW IT IS! DONT cut certain foods out even MEAT or carbs i dont care what ANY ONE says, just look up good foods eat meat and carbs in small ammounts! any way no tips here so moving on.
i think im done here for tonight..
GoodNight Oblivion!
~Souls
128 and going dooown
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