well inless the bitchen scale is liein to me. i havent taken any pictures, yet. i will soon though. running into a bit of boy touble, lol.
i broke up with mike. i've been seeing another mike.. actually. the one in the picture. he treats me really really well. i've known him for about 3 weeks and ill admit, yes, when we first met it was supposed to be a one time thing. but we kept in touch to keep doin it, well any way. i've been hearing things. and i caught him (he admitted one lie to me, well i found out a couple few MORE lies when he admited that one) in some lies... it really sucks! hes a sweet heart, he likes to party, he knows how to treat me. but hes a drunk. he wakes up at 8 AM and has a beer. i could go on forever about how dumb he is... yet i cant get him figured out. he tried to say " i think u already got me figured out" well my parts have! lol. he makes me laugh. and yet, even though hes lied about stupid shit (his profession, his mother having cancer, he wont admit hes an alcoholic and he lied to me about his age.) i've come to a conclusion of my own: ( i dont know how long hes drank) but its gotta be a while because he forgets things.
so any way. one of the cab drivers that i met (hes a biig boy a little freak too! lol!) gave me HIS number. and another older gentlmen gave my dads cousin to give to me! im like AHHHH! im really tied up in this mike guy. i dont know what the fuck im doing! i know he makes my body ach at the thought of him. never EVER have i felt like this towards someone. physically, nor mentaly close as such a .. short period of time. i really just wanna get to know him better. i've heard (and hes admited to it) that hes bragged about girls hes fucked. which is fine with me. brag about it; atleast i know it was good! but in front of family; and to keep going on about it!! RUDE! seriously; how can such a sweet fuckin guy be such a goddamned cocky son of a bitch. i was told; that he likes to get drunk in bars and get into fights.
my problem is: hes NEVER acted like that around me. hes pretty much telling me he wants to settle down with a nice girl. hes 40. i think hes just that type of guy that'll agree with you but not like, tell you or argue with you about it much. but then go talk to his friends about you. eh. men. and THIS is why i miss being 16 when men or looks didnt matter :)
comments anyone? i know its not much to go on but give me a comment about it
(or dont..)
~NineSouls.
PS:
CW: 114
GW: 110
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