wasnt sure what i was gonna name this. this fucking chair. damn it. lol. i broke it trying to throw it around. now it like pops up when i dont want it to. lol. im all like, errrrrrr. ok, lastnight. i was up, 3pm to 8 AM the next morning. fuck! when i was up at 1 PM today. i ate some dinner. my stomach is growling at me so bad. i cant tell if im REALLY tired, or fatigued. water is just not doing it. i feel SICK now. a little drunk a little high. lol. here i am, fucked up. but im completely SOBER. i prolly dont sound like it lol. im flying on empty right now. lack of sleep, lack of food = exhaustion. update.
i caught him in many of lies actually. it was fun while it lasted. in the end, it comes down the fact i should have listened to everyone. but i had fuuun so oh well. he went off with another girl or some stupid shit. oh well. nothing i can do now. now thats over with. the old 48 year old didnt call me back so yea. the cab driver and i still talk we're friends and stuff you know? so i thought that was cool. im not so worried about that now.
man i beter get some sleep before tommarow its gonna be hellish i think, my room looks like a big puff of smoke. ok im not high no more. im not drunk either to clerify that. im just really fatigued, tired. uh what else.
my sisters are fucking insane!
yes, this is true. they're nuts. they've lost it. oh this is cute. now, we got poeple who want the kids. what the fuck. one didnt have a car seat, the others car seat didnt have a back to it. the car is totaled, we called m&r. now, my other stupid fucking sister that was there with there, that fled that accident (dumbass) knew all this time about it .. about the kids getting taken away, didnt call us to let us know. all this time we're calling around to figure out whats going on. what a day man. they found a needle in my sisters purse.. my sister shoot up.. does ANY ONE know how embarassing that is? "what do your sisters do for a living" "shoot up and sell drugs.. oh they have children too." .... cute eh? well. now. i feel weird because i put myself in something that i dont wanna be in. its not that i dont wanna be in it its that its weird being in public like that i've never been to court. now im kinda confused because i have relitives that are comming down to try to get these kids, and we have other people who wanted them too. we should talk this over? ok no. this blog is taking me forever im so shot. OH about an hr ago that guy called. the 'boy toy' lol. he claimed he was in new york city. the thing is... by now, even if he is telling the truth. i've caught him in lies. lots of em, too many of em acutally. pluuuuuusss
i met this cute 26 year old. total sweety! give you more tommarow. going to court for my nephew and neice so MY reletives get them! wish us luck! WE FOUND A CAR SEAT BTW! :D
CW: 114
GW: 110
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