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My lowest weight was 112. I am currently 182.6. I am pregnant....still with the most amazing man ever. I reached 186 but I kind of freaked out and lost 4 pounds. For me being pregnant I do not eat as much as I should. But I can't help it... She always seems to be lurking....waiting.....you know... Everyone thinks its so easy to just eat or to take make it go away...I sometimes wish it were that simple but its not. I yearn to fit in my size small 1/2 jeans. All the jeans I even have don't fit me. I won't throw them out.....one day I will fit into them again. It's only a matter of time. My cal intake has been no more then probably 6-800 cals the last 2 or 3 months. Maybe more maybe less give or take. Thank you for all the views over one thousand views...see you soon

One day of starvation away from perfection...

Say hi to oblivion.....

Ninesouls