drinkered then a drunkered

i love that saying.

but the reason why i am writing this is because i want to help remember alcoholics remember the times they DIDNT remember ! ... i went to re plant trees, yes in potting containers, for now, because by the time we were able to plant them, the ground was frozen. good news though: they are doing great and i was able to replant the bigger ones in their own potters. ANNNYYY WAAAYYY

listening to eminem. i love him, hes my anger music. he helps me cover my heart with stone and hate. which i should have kept it that way... i thought he was different, dont we all??

aaggaiiinnn any way, i took my sweater off up stairs, i cant find it now... MY SWEATER WITH MY LIGHTER GRRRR !!!! see what it does after a while .. ?