i hope everyone the best. and like everyone else, i wish to be understood with kindness. this is my thoughts, the deepest part of me.
Thursday, January 06, 2011
scale is saying 143, 3 pounds.. but is it really possibly in just a matter of hours? i think the scale is going awry.. it said 120 ! omg lmao i ate a substansial amount today. lots of peanuts, a 3 oz peice of steak and vegies. no hunger pangs tonight ! i ate 3 nuts thought .. bad bad bad, my head keeps screaming. NO food ! but i can not ignore my starving body, i feed it. and hear the same thing... BAD BAD BAD ! but i ignore it. it is bad. buuut, not really because, i know i have lost, if not 3 atleast one. and thats fine with me. i eat during the day (with gags mind you) just peanuts and fruit & gran bars... body loves it. cant wait for summer so i can walk/run/dance/ eat at the same time ! gonna need those calories !
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