got up and weighed my self today. i only had close to 500 cals lastnight. which had to ov done something because im 138 dressed i havent checked undressed yet im kind of scared to. i really need to reach this 130 mark. then i can say "10 pounds to go" to my 120. really, i dont want to be less then that, i dont think my bf would like it.
my stomach hurts and its turning into a head ach. i really REALLY NEED to reach my 24, not 21, not 16, not 14, TWENY FOUR. atleast if i know i can go 24 hours, i can go a whole other day. My sister used to go a whole week without food. no wonder why shes 80 pounds. you know though, i might have to eat dinner............
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