is what i had for dinner. i feel like a fucking ELEPHANT. my boyfriend wants me to drink tonight and i dont know if i can handle drinking the soda. maybe shots? i dont know.. all i know is im TRYING really** hard not to count calories. i do for some stuff, like junk food or chocolate if its over 100 though for a small serving, i wont get it.
142 with clothes 138 without :) and here i thought i was gonna gain 5 pounds from that damned food... a pound, which WILL be gone in a few. Time for my 24 hours.. which is why i need to stop drinking it makes my stomach hurt without food and i refuse to eat at night. lastnight i had chips and i still feel bad. i cant believe im doing this. this is what my bf does (plus the binge eating at night) and hes over 200 pounds. can you imagine me reaching my 120, under a 260 pound man... im kind of scared of being squished like tomato.
SAY HI TO OBLIVION
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