105.

i was just eating my old posts. looking at this:

12-28-10 - 151 < started out as a diet! then freak out for holidays!


1-2-11 - 149 < 1200 cal diet 


1-5-11 - 146 < a pound a day


1-8-11 - 145< still 1200 cal diet


1-28-11 - 140 < it lead to about a 600 cal diet by then.


2-18-11 - 138 < 300 cals a day & purging


3-9-11 - 137


3-17-11 - 138 < night binging was purging by the last month.


3-21-11 - 135 < less then 200 cals by now.


4-22-11 - 133 < over exsersizing, walking 6hrs + undereating over purging.


4-25-11 - 131

4-27-11 - 130

5-6-11 - 128

5-18-11 - 127 < by this time it kind of slowed because i was not eating over 150 cals of fat or calories. i was constantly moving weighing myself, no eating at all at night nor durring the day. but theeen....


5-23-11 - 125

5-30-11 - 121 < thats the week i moved out of mikes! i 'fasted' for about two days and lost 3 pounds... from all the stress!

6-2-11 - 120!


ate well for a couple months. no more then 800 cals.


6-3-11 to - 10-16-11 -  purge 3 times in one day FREE


8 - 15 - 11 - 115 - 2-500 cals, working out

working out i forget the date but eh. by
september -25th i was 110
Friday - 10-17-11 purge, break up


10-18 to 10 - 28-11 - no purge
10-29 - 11-4-11 - purging once a day


105. i dont look it, i dont feel it i feel like a fatty i LOOK like a fatty!!!!

this is me now, no sucking in. extra skin 0.o ^^

uhh when i was a fatty fatty.. and my nephew colin! ^^

me nooow

collar bones.. and fat.

THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!

THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!

sadly this is what it is!

rolling shoulders outward. love nones!

my ruined body...

..bones..

again this is what i want. unrealistic!

this is how my collar bones without rolling my shoulders. no suck in.

both my tattoos!

sitting pretty



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my collar bones. love them!